believing that you agreed

1 i am ready to stop fighting

to move out
and be ok
and i hope you are too.....
and iam just going to believe
knowing that you heard what i said
and truth that you dont wont to fight
be angry
and or be consistently unhappy

would nt it be nice to just sleep without
i didnt say i was keeping attachments
i said that that is how it is
and no matter how different it looks it always ends up the same
and if that is true
i think for i have to draw the line
take your 15 minutes your hours your whole life
and decide for yourself
because i know in my body this does not feel good any more
and its really to old to continue to do this when thier is no reason that are positive that come out of it and when i see that
i have to be shocked within my self that i am so so dense
like a drug addict its not just stopping that give courage its the recognition that this is hurtful
harmful and not even a bit empowering
and if you cant some to this place with me
then i going to take it that you just want to fight
that you some how love to be in this dramatic state
andclearly its ok for you to have that choice
but...its not ok with me anymore.

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thanks for your support understanding and

the ability to really want to be well