Vent
Posted by PaxPacis on March 22, 2006 at 14:55:13:
Such a slut, pleasure seeker
pain inducer, savor bitter flavor
cold dead coward.
you had an orgy?
i've had love
you play with guns?
i've made children smile
you thought i was cute?
i thought you were honest
manipulator, respect stealer
My conceptions of honor are wrong you say?
you have no conception of it.
who screwed you up so bad?
made you think this is ok?
instramental non-intrinsic means to ends
where's your strength, that would let you stand
as a man
rather than shame yourself as a victim?
"my ex put me down"
"i don't know what to do with myself"
"i have alot going on"
"i get defensive"
"i'm tired"
"i don't know"
you're right...you don't
whimper whimper
child go back indoors to your lesson
you're just not ready for reality
Hedonistic circumlocutions always return to that wall
where your shadow makes you cringe
so what do you say?
what do you say?
"fuck, shit, me me me"
yeah right, run away little man
advantage taker
greed reaper
ash drinker
heart breaker
you could have trusted
you could have cared
but wait you do...
about yourself
only
always
"who can i fuck"
"what do i get"
"where's the easy way"
"when can i hurt you"
"why should i care"
you're old enough now
too old for these games
pathetic apathy
it's time to wake up
please
stop fucking with what's
beautiful
precious
innocent
for the rest of us